One Day at a Time!

    Some days are hard, some are average, some are crazy awesome and some are 'blah', and people that's the worst of all because you don't know what to do and you go around the clock figuring out what the fudge is happening. And that was exactly what was going on with me for the last 4 days and I am still in that phase where I am trying to figure out what happened on all of a sudden. The blah phase and that figuring out part cost me 2 things :         1. 4 internal exams( I fucking skipped them)         2. didn't write this blog for 4 freaking days. Now when I think back, I am like "was it really necessary to skip those for the sake of sleeping more and faking diarrhoea I didn't have", I still have no clue or maybe it was necessary so that I could come back stronger ( I know you hear that a lot from people who do these kinds of things, but every time you have a hope that you are going to come back stronger every time and ...

    Damn, yesterday was someday ufff! The responses from you were craaaaaazy awesome and yeah I am not going to stop blogging. But now here's this weird thinking pattern that goes about like "OMG, people are actually reading my blog and I need to write better or I need to put more content in it aaaah FML...". I am happy that I was getting a lot more appreciation than I expected, but at the same time it got me tensed and as usual, I talked it out to Saty and she was like "Duuuude, just keep writing, don't bother about anything else and write for yourself ".      The last word she uttered and that got me like "I didn't start because I wanted to be a blogger, I started because I wanted to help myself and others who were going on my same track". And that's when I actually made peace with myself.     Now to the real motive of the blog: I am really really lazy person, I need the pressure to work or otherwise, I would just slack off. S...

    It's been really long since I decided on such a big commitment in my life. You might be wondering what's the big deal he's talking about, without much suspense I am going to break it out to you. I am going to blog every day  (might sound stupid, but this is something I always wanted to do). I am not an avid reader or a frequent writer but this a choice I had to make and I am making it.     For those of who do not know me, I am Abhishek Chandraseanan, as I write this I am 22M pursuing my final year in bachelors on Computer Science in Govt. Model Engineering College. The cliche choice of CSE because I was good at CS in my school and I thought I was the best C++ programmer out there only to find out that the C++ in our school curriculum " Turbo C++ ",    was nothing but some old outdated stuff, I was devastated and I had no idea what to do but just think and think about it.     So this blog is basically for all those people who are try...