One Day at a Time!

From giving a public announcement of daily blogging to not even posting a single one, here I stand, ashamed, disappointed and guilty. This is not the first time it's happening and people who have read my previous post would know the same. But for now, let's not get negative and ruin the whole mood no? I started writing that's a good thing (I know it doesn't matter to you much but it does to me.) Thank you to those people who motivated me to write when I started this blog and to people who still keep on checking the blog page (I get the stats). Sooooooo let's begin? It's just been less than 3 months but lots have changed, seems like a looooooong time! When people say that you should never settle and hustle every day because if you don't, you will get so lazy to get out of your comfort zone and you wouldn't reach your complete potential. It's not that I wasn't hustling or anything, but I got pretty settled up in my comfort zone once I got pl...

    Some days are hard, some are average, some are crazy awesome and some are 'blah', and people that's the worst of all because you don't know what to do and you go around the clock figuring out what the fudge is happening. And that was exactly what was going on with me for the last 4 days and I am still in that phase where I am trying to figure out what happened on all of a sudden. The blah phase and that figuring out part cost me 2 things :         1. 4 internal exams( I fucking skipped them)         2. didn't write this blog for 4 freaking days. Now when I think back, I am like "was it really necessary to skip those for the sake of sleeping more and faking diarrhoea I didn't have", I still have no clue or maybe it was necessary so that I could come back stronger ( I know you hear that a lot from people who do these kinds of things, but every time you have a hope that you are going to come back stronger every time and ...

    It's been really long since I decided on such a big commitment in my life. You might be wondering what's the big deal he's talking about, without much suspense I am going to break it out to you. I am going to blog every day  (might sound stupid, but this is something I always wanted to do). I am not an avid reader or a frequent writer but this a choice I had to make and I am making it.     For those of who do not know me, I am Abhishek Chandraseanan, as I write this I am 22M pursuing my final year in bachelors on Computer Science in Govt. Model Engineering College. The cliche choice of CSE because I was good at CS in my school and I thought I was the best C++ programmer out there only to find out that the C++ in our school curriculum " Turbo C++ ",    was nothing but some old outdated stuff, I was devastated and I had no idea what to do but just think and think about it.     So this blog is basically for all those people who are try...